I itch from the god damn dust in my room ( Read more... )

Because Leo left the window open when he went upstairs.
I thought I should say hello!
Hello, I'm Jay.

And I ♥ Lee!

My manager got fired
^____^
I'm really hyper.
& to put it simply.
''I just want somebody to love''
[Jays translation: horny boy]

Last night I stayed in Birmingham with Jay, Sam and Sean. It was going great and it was just so funny, all our old jokes kept coming up and I laughed for around half an hour about a hairy tent ( Read more... )

Plain and simple.
My journal.
I don't like a comment I'll delete it.
I'll do what I like with this journal,
Don't like it?
Don't read it.

Thats all.

I made Leo some new colors.
Cause I felt like it.

These are so gay!

I love you pup.

-Dolly.-

I came out at college. Yep.
I'm proud I did it, but now I'm getting shit for it.

Home lifes normal, got walked in.
Yeah..

I have parents evening, the councellor wants to see my Uncle.
So does the gym teacher.

I don't even do gym...

I'm in love.
And I'm so happy with the person I'm in love with.

But I want christmas to be over with already, I'm sucky with this time of year.

i smile because it feels real.
I smile because it looks real.
I'm fine until someone reminds me.
Reminds me of the failure I am.
I want to scream until they look at me.
Then I realise, me screaming?
Useless.
I want to stand in the rain and close my eyes,
I want it to wash away my scars.
My memories.
my past.
my life.
I want to be clean.

me and jay argued.
Then me and toni argued

then I had to work for the whole day with him, and feel so fucking guilty about how blunt and bitchy I was to Toni this morning.

Toto; I'm sorry. I really am, I shouldn't of been such a bitch and taken out everything on you.